The future so mysterious and exciting, what am I going to do? I've been thinking about that for three days. My projects, they're quite impossible to realize. I have to work hard if I want to succeed, but will I be able to succeed? Is it really what I want for myself? I'm scared by the changes these ideas will make me do in my way of living, the challenges they will make me face. At the same time they give me the sensation of being alive, at last.
The abstract dreams and the practical matters walk side by side and drive me crazy. This confusion makes me smile again, a bit. I feel so stupid, but I can't help being a dreamer.